What happened ?

What do you do when a person starts closing their doors on you ? Will you ... 

A) Sit & ponder and not do anything about it 

B) Be worried sick 

C) Start making assumptions 

D) Try opening the doors once again to see if he/she got lost after shutting the world off. 

We tend to fall victim to either one of them without fearing the consequences each could bring. 

Predicting a person's next move is tough ; what more when they don't even plan on speaking their mind . What happens next ? 

• Self-fulfillment becomes the only fulfillment 

• Words are exchanged 

• Minds conflict 

• Opinions don't matter 

• The unthinkable becomes a reality

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What happened ? 

What makes you happy?

That one thing that could turn a gloomy day into a pocketful of sunshine...

That one thing I could always turn to and will sure to be there...

That one thing I never fail to miss every second and every day...

That one thing that makes me forget...

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I sometimes wonder why... but I know I shouldn't. 

I wish things could've just stayed the same, ya know? 

"The night The Night when the armies of Emotions go out to Fight" =) 

Who will prevail? 

Oh Mai Gosh what has gotten into meeeeeee I'm starting to sound all saddist! HAHA! 

Here's a SHMAILEEEE to OVER RIDE them Gloomyness ^^

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Ok wait, that's an APPLE :/ 

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An APPLE a day keeps them GLOOMYNESS away =p

Life

Dear Blog,

I told myself I would blog this weekend so here I am :)

There's so many things I'd like to say but..the sky's getting dark (it's only 6pm here fyi) but that's just how the skies here in Meow Meow Land rolls.

Life's been tough recently... Wherever you go...there ought to be some green-eyed monster tailing at the back of you. Fret not. I will not let this bring me down because if I did, I would've been down under a LONG LONG time ago.

Despite all that is happening, there is still one thing that keeps me sane and that's ... :)

I don't know what to do nor how it came to be like this but it has.

Here's to the cross road.

Till next time,

Graduation never seemed so SWEET :)

Dear Blog,

I've not been around for sometime . . . but I'm back & I'm an official GRADUATE!!!

Those years spent in university will be one of my best memories =')

As playful as I can get, I never gave thought to what I wanted to study nor where so I ended up in MMU Melaka based on convenience sake (money & location).

Look at where I stand today... I don't mean to brag but I want to write this down just so I can remember one day when my memory starts to fail on me.

Marilyn Leo May Yin

Graduated in Bachelors of Business Administration (Hons; Marketing Management) 

1st Class Honours 

:) 

That itself is able to bring about THOUSANDS & THOUSANDS of story for me to tell.
I'd love to pen down some memories but I've a flight in the morning to KUCHING at 8.30am in which I have to wake up at 5am to prepare for it!

This brings me to the other side of the story.
One that is painful at start but so much more fruitful in the end . . .

MARILYN LEO friggin landed herself a job !!! 

*jumps around in heaxagons!* 

You might want to know where but all I'd say is this , " KERANG!"
So go Figure or ask my close friends ;)

The journey to landing this job wasn't easy. Let me break it down as it was a moment to remember.

I finished by last paper during Mid-May 2012 and up to August, I wasn't actively applying for any jobs at all. Naturally, my parents got a lil too impatient & worried that their lil girl won't be able to get a good job despite of her good results. I started stressing out.

Bottomline was that I had offers from PETRON & also GROUPON but that 1 specific company that my family wishes for me to get into was really slow in their replies that it got my parents really impatient up to one point whereby

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I remembered it clearly . .  I was supposed to go out with my friends (Hou Ket, Jordan, Chandni n Geral) for dinner before my midnight dance class with Super HD. At this point, I was also recovering from a recent gastric attack. So there I was . . packing to go out for dinner & class when my mother started throwing questions & slight insults at me regarding my job hunting. She claimed that I didn't care about my future job & that she will never be able to live a good life given a daughter who is this playful.

What she didn't get was that I was actually already in the middle of the interview process . . Problem being she couldn't understand that I need to wait until a certain date (an interval of two weeks from this mini-fight) till I get my interview. Shouts were exchanged . . and at the end of it, I found myself SOBBING while making my way out of the house. The pain caused from the misunderstanding was just TOO MUCH for me to handle at the moment . . just too much.

I wiped off my tears on the way to dinner & pretended like nothing ever happened at dinner. Only my buddy Hou Ket knows about it but kept it on the down low for me. I went through teaching my students the whole night with heartache from the fight & also the physical pain I felt from my gastric.
It wasn't easy 

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but what I can say now is that I'VE MADE IT. 

I GOT INTO THE COMPANY AFTER A SERIES OF GRUELSOME INTERVIEWS =)! 

I wouldn't claim for it to be the BEST but it is definitely the best for me at this current moment :)

Words can't describe the happiness my family felt when they found our their lil girl made it after 4 months of rotting around. I'm happy that I made them proud this time around :)

[I can't believe I teared while typing halfway through. Ha-Ha! I feel so silly but this is a story I'd like to pen down so I won't forget how my parents actually wanted only the best for me & no matter how painful a situation might be, I still made it through]

It's now 11.50pm. I should really get to bed!!!! 

My next post shall be on my first few weeks in KERANG :) 

ABRUPT ENDING =p

All in all I'm one HAPPY GRADUATE !

Have a GOOOOOOOOD NIGHT!

=D

Expensive

They say 

One shall not shed tears as they are as expensive and are worth as much as you are

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I say, bullocks! 

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They are expensive because

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They ruin the facial products you apply before going to bed! 

XD 

~ Sweet Dreams ~ :) 

Someone's watching over you

It's nice....
To see him (a friend) improve continuously...
Holding on to the words he once told the world & I...
Those words are his dreams and never once did he let go...
He was persistent and also very VERY hardworking...

Unlike others who wanted something but never did work for it...

He was.....different.

Humble guy he was but super confident when it comes to his skills.
All that training just for that few minutes to prove you're the best.
All that training just to get the body prepared and fit enough for that ONE PARTICULAR moment in time.
He knew it well, I guess?
If he didn't, recent results would've shown otherwise wouldn't it? :)

He will and may never see this and even if he did, he wouldn't know that it's HIM I'm talking about.

I'm glad that he's getting one step closer to his own dreams.
I respect his effort and persistence.
I will work hard towards mine as well
(Once I actually figure it out, nothing will stop me) 

Ps: You my friend, have earned the number one spot as one of my top favorite _____ =)  

Pps: This was such an impromptu post. I blogged this out without procrastinating.

 I've yet to even blog about my results and Dynamix's recent downfall. I'll be back :)

I'm still feeling lethargic & weak even after 12 hours of sleep last night~ bummer. 

Toodles ;)  

A Miracle

A lovely Saturday it was ^___^

Went hunting for LED lights at a shop that sells spare parts for cars early in the afternoon.

Watched Snow White & The Huntsmen in the evening /

(omgeeee! Adore the guy who acted as Thor. *drools!*)

And now as I'm typing this, I'm at home with my bro, Jardian and Meng working on our LED outfits for this Saturday's competition in Sepang for the Grand Prix event. Yes it is currently 3.30am and we are still at it. 

I'm not much of a help however because I'm not good in software engineering but I do what I can by helping with the hardware, although once again, there's not much that I can do :( 

WAI I SO HOPELESS....

Anyway, I was fiddling with the soldering iron when SUDDENLY... I had a sudden urge to go up to my bedroom to get something ( I forgot what it was).. So UP I WENT!

After I've grabbed what I went up for, I noticed my LIL-BLACK-NOKIA-PHONE.

PS: I'm saying that I 'NOTICED' it because I've actually left it lying on a chair close to my bed for almost 2 days without bringing it out with me. 

So I thought, ok........ no one's been contacting me on my DIGI line for DAYSS!!!! 

But AIYAHHHHH, let's just see if anyone had left a message for me :D

I picked up the phone and there it was, " 1 Message Received".

Then I thought, "-.- silly DIGI leaving me service messages in the middle of the night"

But to my SURPRISE! 

It was from 

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Oppa!

I IMMEDIATELY replied to him thinking that I've missed the message he sent to me days before at around 12.20am. 

I was nervous and all jittery thinking what a bad friend I must've been but...but...

FOR 

ALL

I 

KNOW

I actually replied him at 12.26am

(=.=) Only 6 minutes apart from when he sent it. 

I don't know how.... 

I don't know why.... 

Maybe it's just pure coincidence for me to check the phone at that particular time. 

But after I put down the phone and all, I realized that it was such a MIRACLE...

ALL I can say is that I'd regret it if I were to miss out another day not checking my phone. 

I really would

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Before 

I 

Go

I

Wanna 

Say 

This

WAHHHHHH!! MY NECK & SHOULDER IS killin' me T____T must've slept wrongly or something...GAHHHH! 

Ok! Nighty Nights 

Now, S.M.I.L.E :)

0520  <3