Monday, February 13, 2012

I'd give the WORLD




This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And
you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye







Remember how you used to call me 'Ang Mo Po'
because of how chubby I was? =D

Remember how you'd buy me Magnum because you knew how much I liked it
even though it costs so much more than regular ice cream? =p

Remember how you'd scold me when you found out
that I like eating a lot of asam? =3

Remember how shocked you and Godpa were
when you came to visit and saw that I got so thin over the years? =O

Godma, look at me now, I've gained weight =)

Can you see it?

But Godpa still thinks I'm thin when he came to visit me a month back :(

Don't worry, Godma.

I will take good care of myself and the family.

It's been almost 4 years.

Happy Birthday.

Loving you always,
Ang Mo Po.




Saturday, February 11, 2012

Don't let history repeat itself


Not one of my brightest ideas to skip lunch today
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I don't know what pain I'm feeling
Could be the cramps (damn thing almost killed me before BOM paper) or the G_stric.
I refuse to believe the latter!
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I think . . .tired . . . No I'm hungry :3

But I'm too lazy to nom. There's no food at home anyways. Sorta.Kinda.

Anywayssss~!
Here to remind myself to not skip meals.
I honestly didn't know my body was THIS weak T______T
It depreciated after the first incident and now I have a weak immune system
BUT!!
I am very strong

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physically =D!

Oh well, exams are almost over and done with!
Will be back over the review of each paper then :)

Till next time
Turra ;) !

Saturday, February 4, 2012

I've tried...




BLOGGING 3 times today!

But by the time I'm done uploading the pictures, I loose focus and I end up closing the tab.
(I normally upload my pictures first ya see)

So now, hoping it'll change things, I'm....typing this lil intro of mine first ;)

Here's my usual Photo Blog =D

2/2/2012
While waiting for my turn to use the studio..Hehe..I look so MAN XD
But you gotta gimme credit because I managed to camwhore with two aunties seated right in front of me ;)

PIZZZZAAAAAA
*salivates*
Fact: Pizza is one of my utmost favorite food.
WHen I was younger, for my birthdays, it will ALWAYS be Pizza Hut/ Shakeys.
No McD or whatsoever.
=D
It's been so long since I had food delivered to me after a late night's practice.
Really...REALLY appreciate it.
*you know who you are*

Quite a long time ago..While waiting for my group members for rehearsals for Organization Development's Presentation
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Abrupt ending once more because I have no idea what to blog about.
Well I do have some on dance.
Here's one.

My member told me today that the electricity bill last month amounted to RM300+ thanks to my stupidity for not switching off the air-conditioning.

Since it was the New Year's, class was canceled, so the air-conditioning was on for almost a week.
*oh.the.heartache*
However, I need to take responsibilities of my actions. So, RM300+ it is.

Toodle-Doo!
Have a great weekend people.
I really should start reading!










Ps: Looks like there are still people reading my blog
Shall avoid writing emo-nemo posts. hehe
:D

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I Miss!

My long-brown hair :3
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;) haha

Exam's are around the corner.
Good Luck to everyone.
Work Hard, Play Harder.
I can't wait for the holidays. I want to make the best out of it with the people I love.
*Not that anyone still reads my tiny lil space here*
Random thoughts blurted out at random hours
Toodle-Doo~
:D

Saturday, January 21, 2012

What Doesn't Break Me, Makes Me Stronger

It's funny, how some people tend to not think before they speak
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I'm glad it happened before I started practice because for the next 4 hours, I managed to forget about everything....

I managed to not think about it...

That to me, is the magic of dance. No wonder I'm still at it till today.

Anyways, for someone who hasn't spoken to me for almost half a year, am definitely brought aback by their blunt assumptions and yet I chose to bid them farewell with all the smile I had left while in the midst of my class.

At the end of the day, I owe a thousand thanks to friends like these for they have indirectly trained me, day by day, to develop a heart of steel; one that is immune to anger and sadness.
I will fret no more over it.
Because what doesn't break me, makes me stronger.


Monday, November 21, 2011

Random post :)

Because a good friend of mine has been complaining on how I haven't been updating.
(you know who you are!)

So here's some random pictures that you might not be able to find on my Facebook ;)
Here goesssssssss!!!!

My draft for Dynamix's Beggar Into a Billionaire Dance for the Genting Show a few weeks back. Was appointed main choreographer but I doubt i did a good job *sigh~*
We have another show there on the 7th of December! Can't wait!
But first, I gotta study study study for them midterms that are all in December!

Halloween! Guess what I went as? :D

My supper after a late night's practice...Hard-boiled egg sandwhich + Cornflakes with Chocolate Milk :D It's so easy to make. haha

Malacca now has a rollerblading rink! :D
iskatelikeapro.
Don't believe me?
Invite me for a session. =p

Shin Ramyun + Chinese Sausages!
I wanted to pack food after dance class but it wasn't until i left the studio that I realised I didn't even bring my wallet out with me -.- so I had to make this~

My SNAIL HAIR extrodinare!
I simply clipped it up using a hair clip and it fell into a snail-looking hair ball. :D

One eye with make up another without XD
I'll show you others if I have the chance to put on heavier make up on how make up can make/ break a person's look entirely!

At the studiooooo...

Wahaha! I look stunted here!
While waiting for my Wednesday 12am private choreography class ;)
Yes, 12AM.

In the bus, on the way up to JB for Challenge Of The Year 2011 ;)
Lost out but it's okayyyyyyyyy! I blame myself for not practicing well enough.
I always like goin to events to watch the others perform :)

Ini dia, my 2-on-2 partner :D Practice lah Ah Zen! haha! *internal joke*

Lastly, congratulations to Jardian!!
He will be leading Dynamix now :)
I believe he will do as great of a job as Justin had ;)

Abrubt ending because I have tons of assignment to work on!
Till next time,
Toodles!
:)))

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Life in the not-so-FAB lane


Dear blogger,

I am back :)

[At 2am on a Friday night with no one to rant to :)]


I gotta admit...

I love the life I'm currently livin...


it gets tiring at times but I still LOVE it.

but

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not a 100% of the time..


WHY? As we or in my case, I grow older, I learn how to make opportunity costs and depending on what factor is more important, I'd option for that.

Sometimes those factors are not determined by me myself. I have got to learn how to be more open and to accept things as they come my way and not only want things MY WAY. I've got to learn.



Until next time,

Your
returned
blogger
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=)