Thursday, March 8, 2012

Perceiving Failure



Sometimes being hurt can make you feel that everything is at loss.
It makes you feel like everything you've been working for meant nothing in the end.

Feeling JOY is one thing but feeling HURT is another.
By having both, it shows that one is still human.

No matter how hurt you feel, life goes on.
Obligations are to be obliged.
Never to be blinded by temporary emotions.
The future is what that counts and the current is what that determines it.

Hurt is bound to bring itself upon a person someday somehow.
When and where, you never know.
It's how you carry yourself through that period.

That defines, Y-O-U.

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I never expected to wake up to such news. It.......br_ke me entirely.

It felt as if I've let my whole family d_wn...........as if I've let myself d_wn.

Questions came gushing through my head. I couldn't think of wh_.

Funny thing was, I actually felt heart_che and an immense sense of disg_st.

All of it which are aimed at...... me.

I've fa_led.

If people were to ask:

" What went wrong?"
" How did this happen?"
" Why was there an error?"

There would be no one to point fingers at but at ME and ME MYS_LF.

I went through everyday not remembering what I did the day before.

The feeling was simply overwh_lming.

N_glect and unknowingly taking things for gr_nted got the best of me.

I wish I could turn back time but don't we all wish the same :) ?

I HAVE FAILED.................but :-

#I will not let it stop me from learning from it, itself.

#There is a valid reason to it and I must embrace it wisely.

#I now know what I can do better in future.

#There are people around me who are willing to help.


"I WILL NOT GIVE UP"

Monday, March 5, 2012

Half way there


I can't believe I made it.

I thought it was my first time choreographing for that many people but now that I think of it, I've actually done more back in high school when I choreographed for 40 people in my class for our school's annual dance-off.

2.33 minutes, completed in exactly 1 week, now that I think about it, I actually am quite bad at what I do. Normal or more professional choreographers would complete it in a jiffy but ..... I just couldn't.

I'm slow....BUT I make sure I have time to think about what I need to do for each class and get myself prepared. I do not want history to repeat itself.

Many a times, I felt like breaking down and giving up.

Then it would hit me, 15 people laid their trust on me and my studio.
If I don't help them, who will? I need to at least try and give it my best shot.

My brother told me, if I'm unsure about anything, all I need to do is ask for HELP.
Indeed, I think this is the best thing to do when I'm stuck.

I love to dance and there's no doubt about it but choreographing?

It takes time because I'm not that talented in that area.

But I believe that if one is willing to learn, one will be able to achieve ANYTHING.

The competition will be held in Kajang on the 17th of March. On this day itself, I have a performance for MMU's IVAQ in the afternoon so I guess I will be rushing to Kajang directly after the performance to make it in time to support my students in the competition.
*Kajang Satay!*





50% Down, 50% more to go ;)
Now, I'm starving like hell.
Class lasted from 10pm right up till 1am+ just now.
Need to snoooozeeeee to get rid of hunger.

Bringing my grandma n aunt out for lunch so that
my grandma doesn't have to cook tomorrow ^____^
Can't wait!

Turra!







Tuesday, February 28, 2012

It's a crime




To have such a comfy bed plus the accompaniment of a nice rainy weather and yet you're not allowed or better still, not supposed to sleep T__________T
Why am I not supposed to sleep?

It's because of
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THIS!!

THISSSSS

THISSSS! :p

If you can't tell what it is, well, it's actually my lil choreography paper with scribbles all over.
Now, I need to add more scribbles to it by 11pm.


It will all be worth it, I know.

Study Hard, Dance Harder, Rest Much LATER!



Saturday, February 25, 2012

I am the Best



Here's my practice video with my two girls, Mindy & Krystine of 2NE1's I Am The Best



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Ha-ha...

Monday, February 20, 2012

Seriously?



















just stab me.










(Guess I have been watching a lil too much of VD. 14 episodes in just 2 days?
No Surprises there. Glad I finished it far enough when I still had the time).

Saturday, February 18, 2012

A choice of my own


the beginning of the holidays











also signifies









the beginning of all stress ='











It will not be easy










but








Given the second chance










I will try not to screw up.again.






*i.feel.like.suffocating.myself.with.my.pillow =' !!!*

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Your Two Front Teeth

To push the post below just because I don't like looking at emo posts XD



Kelly girl :)
You're gona laugh at this once you're big enough to surf the web and stumble upon my blog one day.


You were talking to Aunty Allison when suddenly your tooth fell out! XD
You must've went O.O???
hahaha

Both of our eyes are closed but I have my two front teeth...you don't XD

=p!

But being the baby you are, even without your two front teeth,
you managed to look effortlessly cuter than me :)

Ayi Allison suddenly interrupts: Kelly! Act like vampire like vampire! Rawrrr!
I was like, "What the..??haha!!"
I love my Aunty Allison..haha
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Goodnight =)