A Miracle

A lovely Saturday it was ^___^

Went hunting for LED lights at a shop that sells spare parts for cars early in the afternoon.

Watched Snow White & The Huntsmen in the evening /

(omgeeee! Adore the guy who acted as Thor. *drools!*)

And now as I'm typing this, I'm at home with my bro, Jardian and Meng working on our LED outfits for this Saturday's competition in Sepang for the Grand Prix event. Yes it is currently 3.30am and we are still at it. 

I'm not much of a help however because I'm not good in software engineering but I do what I can by helping with the hardware, although once again, there's not much that I can do :( 

WAI I SO HOPELESS....

Anyway, I was fiddling with the soldering iron when SUDDENLY... I had a sudden urge to go up to my bedroom to get something ( I forgot what it was).. So UP I WENT!

After I've grabbed what I went up for, I noticed my LIL-BLACK-NOKIA-PHONE.

PS: I'm saying that I 'NOTICED' it because I've actually left it lying on a chair close to my bed for almost 2 days without bringing it out with me. 

So I thought, ok........ no one's been contacting me on my DIGI line for DAYSS!!!! 

But AIYAHHHHH, let's just see if anyone had left a message for me :D

I picked up the phone and there it was, " 1 Message Received".

Then I thought, "-.- silly DIGI leaving me service messages in the middle of the night"

But to my SURPRISE! 

It was from 

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Oppa!

I IMMEDIATELY replied to him thinking that I've missed the message he sent to me days before at around 12.20am. 

I was nervous and all jittery thinking what a bad friend I must've been but...but...

FOR 

ALL

I 

KNOW

I actually replied him at 12.26am

(=.=) Only 6 minutes apart from when he sent it. 

I don't know how.... 

I don't know why.... 

Maybe it's just pure coincidence for me to check the phone at that particular time. 

But after I put down the phone and all, I realized that it was such a MIRACLE...

ALL I can say is that I'd regret it if I were to miss out another day not checking my phone. 

I really would

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Before 

I 

Go

I

Wanna 

Say 

This

WAHHHHHH!! MY NECK & SHOULDER IS killin' me T____T must've slept wrongly or something...GAHHHH! 

Ok! Nighty Nights 

Now, S.M.I.L.E :)

0520  <3

A picture paints a thousand words

Currently using my old ASUS for song editing and hence, do not have updated pictures of my current happenings on this laptop.

So I thought I'd blog a lil using the pictures here....boy does each picture bring back loads of memories! THat's why I LOVE taking pictures, simply to capture the moment.

Here goes!

This picture right here...
One of the first few pictures that stained my first iPhone :)
I still remember, I was out at DP's newly opened pool joint with Sebastian.
He helped configure my iPhone and stuff...
LOOK at my patch of blonde highlight! hehe~!

The first time stepping into my newly furnished studio..
NEW PARQUET FLOORS!!
There are loads of camwhore pictures where this came from.
I love the flooring so much!

Intern period in Kayyyy Ellleee
Resting while listening to songs at night at my cousin's place.

Taken on the last day of French paper during Delta 1st Sem if I'm not mistaken, at Windmill!

In the midst of FYP 1 .
Was super stressed so I camwhored a lil after lunch before continuing my work..
I miss my highlights.
Maybe I should highlight it again!
We are only young once!

Oh lookie~!
Early morning before heading out ^__^
One of my outfits to work in IBM
Boy do I miss my name card and my Pen.
The pen was a birthday gift for my 20th birthday by some of my friends.
I can't seem to find it now that I lost my Roxy pencil case T_T

Performed for MMU's Prom last year :)
Performed for countless of proms but never really attended one properly...
A pity that I'm not able to perform for this year's as the committee approached us a lil too late.
Dynamix already has a contract outside :(
Oh Well~

ABRUPT ENDING BECAUSE I'M HELLA SLEEPY!!!

GOODNIGHT

:D

A moment like this

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Delta 2nd Sem Results :)

GPA : 3.82 CGPA : 3.75 Academic Status : Pass Hours : 16 Total Hours : 102 Total Points : 382.665

Code Course Title Grade BEB3014 ELECTRONIC BUSINESS A BMP3054 MARKETING MANAGEMENT RESEARCH PROJECT II A BMR3134 STRATEGIC MARKETING B+ BOD3134 ORGANISATION DEVELOPMENT A BOM2064 QUALITY AND OPERATIONS MANAGEMENT A-

When people find about my results, they say it's normal for me to achieve so.

They'd go, "No Surprise There...!"

Deep down inside, I shrink like a mouse each time the results are out.

Afraid of what might behold of my efforts.

Call me Lucky.

I think so but always...always...with a dash of effort and commitment.

I myself can't believe that I got an A for my Research Project.

But the A means nothing because my research did not qualify for a conference level in the end.

It's ok, given the consequences,

I am really happy :)

Ps: Saw the ex in the library one day when I was studying with Meng.

It's been almost a year since the incident and of all places to bump into each other,

it happened in the library. Ha. Ha.

I didnt allow it to affect me though because I know all I needed to do was to study.

With that, I continued reading with him seated right in front at the table opposite of me.

Awkward? Yes.

Distracted? A little.

Demotivated? NEVER.

Perceiving Failure

Sometimes being hurt can make you feel that everything is at loss.

It makes you feel like everything you've been working for meant nothing in the end.

Feeling JOY is one thing but feeling HURT is another.

By having both, it shows that one is still human.

No matter how hurt you feel, life goes on.

Obligations are to be obliged.

Never to be blinded by temporary emotions.

The future is what that counts and the current is what that determines it.

Hurt is bound to bring itself upon a person someday somehow.

When and where, you never know.

It's how you carry yourself through that period.

That defines, Y-O-U.

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I never expected to wake up to such news. It.......br_ke me entirely.

It felt as if I've let my whole family d_wn...........as if I've let myself d_wn.

Questions came gushing through my head. I couldn't think of wh_.

Funny thing was, I actually felt heart_che and an immense sense of disg_st.

All of it which are aimed at...... me.

I've fa_led.

If people were to ask:

" What went wrong?"

" How did this happen?"

" Why was there an error?"

There would be no one to point fingers at but at ME and ME MYS_LF.

I went through everyday not remembering what I did the day before.

The feeling was simply overwh_lming.

N_glect and unknowingly taking things for gr_nted got the best of me.

I wish I could turn back time but don't we all wish the same :) ?

I HAVE FAILED.................but :-

#I will not let it stop me from learning from it, itself.

#There is a valid reason to it and I must embrace it wisely.

#I now know what I can do better in future.

#There are people around me who are willing to help.

"I WILL NOT GIVE UP"

Half way there

I can't believe I made it.

I thought it was my first time choreographing for that many people but now that I think of it, I've actually done more back in high school when I choreographed for 40 people in my class for our school's annual dance-off.

2.33 minutes, completed in exactly 1 week, now that I think about it, I actually am quite bad at what I do. Normal or more professional choreographers would complete it in a jiffy but ..... I just couldn't.

I'm slow....BUT I make sure I have time to think about what I need to do for each class and get myself prepared. I do not want history to repeat itself.

Many a times, I felt like breaking down and giving up.

Then it would hit me, 15 people laid their trust on me and my studio.

If I don't help them, who will? I need to at least try and give it my best shot.

My brother told me, if I'm unsure about anything, all I need to do is ask for HELP.

Indeed, I think this is the best thing to do when I'm stuck.

I love to dance and there's no doubt about it but choreographing?

It takes time because I'm not that talented in that area.

But I believe that if one is willing to learn, one will be able to achieve ANYTHING.

The competition will be held in Kajang on the 17th of March. On this day itself, I have a performance for MMU's IVAQ in the afternoon so I guess I will be rushing to Kajang directly after the performance to make it in time to support my students in the competition.

*Kajang Satay!*

50% Down, 50% more to go ;)

Now, I'm starving like hell.

Class lasted from 10pm right up till 1am+ just now.

Need to snoooozeeeee to get rid of hunger.

Bringing my grandma n aunt out for lunch so that

my grandma doesn't have to cook tomorrow ^____^

Can't wait!

Turra!

It's a crime

To have such a comfy bed plus the accompaniment of a nice rainy weather and yet you're not allowed or better still, not supposed to sleep T__________T

Why am I not supposed to sleep?

It's because of

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THIS!!

THISSSSS

THISSSS! :p

If you can't tell what it is, well, it's actually my lil choreography paper with scribbles all over.

Now, I need to add more scribbles to it by 11pm.

It will all be worth it, I know.

Study Hard, Dance Harder, Rest Much LATER!