Sunday, January 31, 2010

Braided hair

I slept the night through and woke up with this.
Friends who saw me the other day with this hair.
What do you think?
I know.
I sound so desperate.

Ps: Me knee's getting better =) yay!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Not curls. But this.

I want that hair.
Loose Crimped Hair.
Don't know if that name exists.
How do you think I'd look in that?

Monday, January 25, 2010

Beta 2nd Sem & More

I started this post on a sunday.
I ended this post on a monday.

I'm bored.
I slept at 1am last night and woke up at 11am.
because I'm bored.

I came online, checked Facebook and me blog. No one reads my blog anymore I think. =(
I need to be inspired to write a post. Look, my god damn post on MSDG Finals is not even up.
I'm a failure...I am... =(
However, I am currently earning RM26 from nuffnang, so all you guys can do for me is to click on it whenever you guys visit my blog so that once it reaches RM50, I will get paid and I will treat each and everyone of you to sky juice. ey ey?
Sounds really promising ain't it? So start CLICKIN!

This is going to be one of my most hated entries ever because I don't usually type like this. It's so messy and...bluergh -.- But hey, it's a Sunday and I'm bored.

I was FORCED to watch badminton on tv because my dad wanted to watch it.
Boy was it fun fun fun!Definitely got my adrenalin pumping just by watching!!!!!
But I did enjoy the singles match between Chong Wei and some dude from Thailand. Chong Wei smoked that Thailanese to the max! I felt so proud to be a Malaysian.
[I did Jordan. I really did XD!!]

I made chocolate muesli bars today... No measurement no nothing. I just did what I thinkwas right. It turned out alright. Tried guavas mixed with chinese lemon skins. AWESOMENESS. This recipe was whipped up by my sister's boyfriend's mum. I'm gona try it one day fo sho!

So now, here I am. Ranting about my uber boring day. Streamyx sucks. Just so you know.

Since I'm so bored, I'm going to tell you about how I fared in my 2nd sem of Beta.


The moment I saw my CGPA, I did the superman with a super wide smile on my face. So wide that my gum hurt after that. I forgot I was not supposed to open my mouth widelye prior to the surgery I had.

Words couldn't describe how I felt when I saw my results. I was expecting the worst as I have been dancing non-stop right up to the days of examination. My heart and mind was ready. Ready to face whatever there is for the road I've chosen wasn't as promising as the others would have been.


When a person's exam is in 4 day's time, that person will be expected to be mugging in the library or even at home.
  • In this case, I was. My bus leaves at 6am and I was still busy studying at 3-4am that night.
When a person's exam is in 3 day's time, that person will be expected to be mugging in the library or even at home.
  • In the tiny motel room in Penang a few hours before my new school hip hop workshop. That's when I studied when I was in Penang. Yes. I brought my notes up thank you very much.That's all the studying I did there though. Besides, it didn't last long.
The room looks not bad right? Boy oh boy are u wrong...

When a person's exam is in 2 day's time, that person will be expected to be mugging in the library or even at home.
  • What was I doing two days before my paper?I was busy shaking my pelvic girdle on stage in front of hundreds of people. T
When a person's exam is in 1 day's time...

You're really getting bored of this aren't you???
You're going to divert away from my blog now aren't you????
Go ahead! Go Go!


Please stay? I wanna tell you how I studied a day before the exams =(

How Marilyn Studies A Day Before A Psychology Paper

Alright, so it was a day before my Psychology paper. It was a Monday. I reached Malacca at about 7am that day. Did I mention that I was sick? I was down with a serious flu and a slight fever. I was also

Brutally scared

Cause of cut? God knows. All I know that was hours after the competition, I started to feel this stinging pain on my hip and when I flipped my shirt to have a look, I was shocked.
It looked as if someone had cut me using a pen knife in the cinema. T_T

It was bareble nevertheless. The moment I got home at 8am, I napped for an hour. Was super tired but I knew I had to study. With that mind set planted in my head, I woke up and studied Psychology. It was not until evening where I found out that I scored a disappointing

[this means that I friggin failed my microeconomics midterm]
I was so devastated. I didn't know what to do.
All I had in my mind was to study study and study.
I had to make up for the lost marks!!!
With so, I'd like to share with you,

The 5 stages of G.R.I.E.F :

1-Denial-"this can't be happening to me".
Not accepting or even acknowledging the defeat or loss.

2-Anger-"why me?", feelings of wanting to fight back or get even with a certain something.

3-Bargaining- Attempting to make deals with God to stop or change the results. Begging, wishing, praying time to turn its clock around. "If I do this, will you take away the loss?"

4-Depression- Overwhelming feelings of hopelessness, frustration, bitterness, self pity, mourning loss of person as well as the hopes, dreams and plans for the future. Feeling lack of control, feeling numb. Perhaps feeling suicidal.

5-Acceptance- Our goals turn toward personal growth.
There is a difference between resignation and acceptance. You have to accept the loss, not just try to bear it quietly. Realization that it takes two to make or break a marriage. Realization that the person is gone (in death) that it is not their fault, they didn't leave you on purpose. (even in cases of suicide, often the deceased person, was not in their right frame of mind). Realization that you ARE ACTUALLY bad. ( in studies). Finding the good that can come out of the pain of loss, finding comfort and healing.

I have taken this from Google and have added a little of my own opinion because the one I googled was merely related to marital problems. Ask yourself which stage are you currently in? Don't say you have never gone through these 5 stages before because EVERYONE has.

In my opinion,

1) Why can't it be you? You did not study, so it's your and your fault alone.
Your marks are there for a reason
. Ever heard of the word acceptance? Look up number 5.

2) Why cry over spilled milk? Yes you can fight back. However, fight to get a NEW carton of milk. Not fight to soak up the milk when all you've got is a plastic bag and not a cloth.

3) Begging, wishing and praying won't get you anywhere. It provides you with temporary relief and hope but think of it this way, if you were to spend 30 minutes reading rather than wishing upon a star, don't you think you would fare better in exams? I don't blame you though.
I blame Disney.

" When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you"

4) This stage is dangerous and can last for a really long time. It is normal to feel depressed after loosing out on something. Take time to chill out and clear whatever's on your mind. A bright new day will then await you.

5) 'at a girl. You're now on your way.

I told a few friends who were talking to me at that moment about my midterm results. As crushed as I was at that point, I still had no choice but to stop regretting my faults and to continue studying. I'd like to thank Zach and Ian (I happened to be talking to him about my competition). I practically did not sleep the night before my Psychology paper. I would fall asleep at times but Ian, being the good sport he is, would call me out of nowhere. That then wakes me up from my nap. He however, does not know that I've actually fallen asleep each time before he calls. Zach attempted the same thing but I am somehow immune to his calls already so I'll fall right back into bed. HAHA!!Chowie Zach!

Now now, don't give me that look!

I did not sleep back after my few naps and headed straight to my examination venue at 7+am. My head was spinning and I felt like fainting. I then started to regret not sleeping. All I felt like doing was to close my eyes and sleep because the headache was so bad!!! When I thought I was going to lose it, a guy walks pass me. A friend actually. The sight of him made me giggle to myself. I even smiled to myself because that particular sight of him after a few weeks made me laugh at his current hairstyle!!

With that one last laugh before the paper, I sat for the paper.

He has always had long hair like em Koreans stars.
So it got me to laugh to myself when I saw him in the exam hall with his short hairstyle.
Sorry Kay. At least you unknowingly made my day right? XD!

If you've noticed. I studied so much for Psychology paper but the midterm that I failed was Microecons! Not Psycho! Due to insufficient sleep the night before my Psychology paper, I slept the night through and didn't study properly for my microecons -.-. Call me dumb. I'll acknowledge. On the bright side, I emailed my Microeconomics lecturer and found out that i actually scored


HAHAHA!! All that panicking and staying up all night for nothing!! Pheww~~!!
Nonetheless, I'm glad I studied more than I would've. I wanted to prove to myself that I can dance and study at the same time though both dates are so damn close to each other you would cringe when I tell you about it. I wanted to make Dynamix and my family proud. This time around, even brother Tai Heng scored high in his sem results. Congrats gor =)

--Final Verdict--
Microecons: A
CyberP: B-

Psychology: A

GPA: 3.81
CGPA: 3.7

This will remind me to do better for my coming sems. I would love to try to aim for a gpa of 4.0 but I guess that's not gona happen this time as I've 6 subjects. I sometimes feel like I should've studied to be a Pharmacist or anything that has got to do with Chemistry because I like Chemistry. Me being the lazy me I was back then chose the easy way out and optioned for Marketing Management.
On the bright side, I love all the presentations they have in my course! No point regretting now as it's too late now isn't it. ;)

Life only means something when you smile at the end of the day.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

So tell me


*there u go, the eye-smile*--movin on

Singapore, where I got my white converse bag.--movin on

alright fine.

a lil somethin' somethin' here was not really taken from em century ol' archives.

Ps: I ate a big bowl of rice today =)

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Elephant also can pass through!!

During cheer practice today we were told that we'll be performing during recruitment week. Recruitment week is where students are allowed to register for clubs and such in CLC concourse. Don't know when it is but hey, a cheer performance after 3 years.....

DANG!! I'm not getting any younger now am I??

Anywho~~~we were thought several motions, chants, jumps, the first two 8s of our routine and


I went on my knees as told while pulling my pants up so that I don't tear it. I then put forth my right leg and when I was comfortable enough, I extended my left leg backwards and stretched down to as far as I can.

I stretched and I stretched............................WHEN SUDDENLY.



Mayn! Dickson, I will never forget you!

I ate McChicken today for dinner.
I used a fork & knife to eat.
It took me almost an hour to swallow it.
I didn't even finish.
Will be going to the dentist tomorrow.
Hopefully I will be able to eat properly after tomorrow.
Should I have a short side fringe or leave it to grow long?

Monday, January 18, 2010

Insomniac dance insctructor is ME!view schedule here.

I wanna sleep.
I woke up early today and so, I'm tired!
But I can't.
Insomniac much?

Dance Class Schedule

SDO Dance Studio
, Cheng
(Close to CIMB)

Day: Wednesday
Time: 7pm-8pm
Dance style: Hip Hop
Fee: RM50
*classes commence from 20/1/2010

RH Studio
, Melaka Raya.
( Close to Red Square)

Date: Thursday
Time: 6pm-7pm

Dance style: New Jazz
Fee: RM50
*classes commence from 27/1/2010

Come dance with me~ ;)

Friday, January 15, 2010

Specially dedicated to my sister

I'm going to go eat Mee Sua at Ama's house!!!


tho i might not be able to eat the meat and pig's kidney but still!!!

I'm going to go eat Mee Sua at Ama's house!!!

It's Uncle Kelvin's birthday today!!

I'll be back to tempt you or whoever else with pictures!!!


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Current Condition

I'm holding onto a pack of ice bag slapped against my cheek as im typing this entry.

Does it still hurt?

Not as bad as last night where I cried myself to sleep at 9pm. That explains why I'm awake this early ( 8.30 am)

I don't know. Maybe it's just the painkiller working its magic for now.

I'll be back to tell you guys more about the surgery.

Now here's a few camwhore pictures of me a few hours before the surgery =(

Once Upon A Time


I don't wanna go.

I really don't want to go.

If I were to pout my mouth like this now, I'd die of pain.

What more this! *sigh*

Let's Welcome PiNKY!

Hi. My name is Pinky.

My stalker-ish owner won't leave me alone.
Did you know that I can have two faces?
Turn me upside down and you'll get a bigger smile from me!
Like this =)!

The Last Supper- ceh ceh >.<
Food prepared by my dear Grandma aka AMA.
The last meal I had before my surgery. Now I can only take liquids.

Pisang goreng + Keledek

My auntie was talking to me about how wisdom tooth surgeries would hurt alot.
Note to self: Never consult Ayi Allison a few hours before a surgery.
Here's what she said to me..

Hokkien version

Ayi: Wa.. tem pai Uncle Mike ki chong, e tia ka beh tahan oh!!! Chi ge le pai buey chiak leh.
Lyn: Oh Oh.......*nods head*
Ayi: Operate stomach ko si be yao kin, iye bak neng neng. Operate chui ki si te cham eh.
Lyn: .... *explodes*LO KO KA KONG LAGI!!!!!!
Ayi: hahahaha!!

English version

Ayi: Wa... The other time Uncle Mike underwent the surgery, the pain felt was so immense that he couldn't eat for a whole week!
Lyn: Oh Oh......*nods head*
Ayi: A stomach operation would've been better because the flesh on our stomach is soft. A tooth operation on the other hand, is by far the worst type of operation !!
Lyn: ....*explodes* YOU CAN DARE SAY SMR!!!
Ayi: hahahahahah!!

Baby Kelly

Melin Jie, want some Tam Tam?

HAHAHA!!! You cannot eat!!!!
*ngom ngom ngom*


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Pain is psychological

Pain is psychological

Pain is psychological

Pain is psychological



I'm scared.



emo as hell.

Am gona loose weight unwillingly starting tomorrow after 4pm.

Why? I'm not dieting if that's what ure thinkin you fool. Why would I do that?
Infact, I'm trying my best to gain weight. I try to eat ice cream everyday for that.

However, after tomorrow, I will have no choice but to go on a liquid diet for 2 days or more.


I want my 'coma pill' !!!!

[Whilst walking about in the house, I bumped into my Dad]

Lyn: Look at ur daughter's face while u can! ( touches cheeks)
Lyn: ..........
Dad: Don't worry. some people won't even swell after the surgery.

Tmr, 3pm. Wisdom Tooth Surgery.

I'm Gona D.I.E!!!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

A day to remember =)

MMU Malacca



The day I finally managed to


Sprained my neck while at it but I don't care. Finally got over my fear of attempting the Nike. It's NOTHING close to perfection but I'm glad that I forced myself to try.

==Quotes Jordin Sparks==

"One step at a time, there's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love
It's gona happen, and it's supposed to happen
That we find the reasons why, one step at a time."

Thank you Meng, Amo, Justin & Jardian.

Hey Mau Mau! I saw u~haha!
U look funny yet cute in glasses!
Hope to see you around more often ya!

Friday, January 8, 2010

DBJ + Nick

OK. I swear I was about to update on the MSDG finals but. but. but. BUT!!

right when I was in the midst of typing, *poooofff*

The power went off!!!

@#%^&^$$@#what ever happened to auto save????@#$^*^$#!@#$

Watch this first alright?

It's Dong Bang Junior once more with Nick in it! Doing a dance cover to F(x)'s Chu~ <3

Mayn do I miss my DBJ members!!!
Some of us have not met each other for almost a year!
However, when we finally got to meet over at Mei Yi's house, it seemed like,
I was the only one who was really happy and ecstatic about the meet up.

The rest looked at me as if it was just yesterday that they saw me.


Damn you people.

Damn you.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

I'm a stinkin roach!


Disgusting lil hard-shelled 'thing-a-ma-jings' with nasty antennas paired with ocassional flaps.

That is the primary definition to what normal cockroaches are like.
EVERYONE knows THAT. pffft! I mean like come on.


According to some online survey, it says that since I'm born in the month of May, I am somehow a cockroach that is somewhat a total contrary to what I've known my whole entire life.

Lynnie the Cockroach :
Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

Refer to this table to find out what disgusting lil pest u might be!

Or Maybe Not...

You might even be an ASS!


January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.
God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

If you are a Bullfrog : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique..You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!

-taken from Alex's blog-

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I want to

  • I wanna tell you about MSDG finals!

  • I wanna tell you how I got sick on the day of competition
how I got this mysterious cut on my hip
  • I wanna tell you WHY I'd eat asam to prevent myself from vomiting before I dance

  • I wanna tell you how we celebrated Sammie's awesome 18th B'day!

  • I wanna show you my camwhore pictures!

Guess that will all just have to wait! =p
Am now on a 3 week, no wait...I'm left with a 2 week holiday. -.-
Trying to think of ways to have my holidays to be as productive as possible!
I've missed you. What about you?